| Fricking stressed think this is one of the only times i'm wondering if i've bitten off more than i can chew.
Basically though it continues to boil down to one thing, YEP, Cambodia and the determination to go back, no matter what it takes, on our terms, to do what we want and experience again what we loved.
But that doesn't make it any less hard or tiring. Especially when complications that should not arise do. And we're really running on quite a tight timeline here. Everyone fricking needs to be working together on the same frequency putting in all our effort and just prioritizing what we're doing for now.
I'm just praying so bad for our dream to come true. Don't have much time left though. Well today some hope came in the form of my super awesome ki teacher but.... well right now it just seems as though we shouldn't even hope for anything. It's just been crushed time and again.
Yet I still do. |
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| Strong pinky promise - I hope with all my heart it never breaks.
love you too much to have said anything else. |
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| origins ends of cold war arab israeli
not to mention binomials normal distribution probability hypothesis testing correlation and regressionnnn
if only i knew all those really well and everything i'm studying is permanently superglued to my brain!!!!
but i think starbucks has some pretty good studying fengshui PLEASE CONTINUE BLESSING ME FOR THE NEXT TWO DAYS HAHAHAHAHAHA
i am obviously bored with aung san, gorbachev, reagan, sukarno shit why can i not remember anymore names???? ooops back to studying....... |
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| This time yesterday I thought PW was going fine.
Now with the realization that we are still severely over the word limit, still haven't heard from our last interviewee, and uh its due in two days after you factor in printing.... hahahahahahahahahaha HOW DELUDED I WAS.
Sigh. |
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| An eventful two days, amidst a week of being cca-free and finally, real attempts at studying.
Yesterday saw the delivery of 10000 tubes of herbal Oral Kare toothpaste for Interact/Project Ownage. Waiting for 3 hours was mindnumbing but the lorry and cartons that came were truly a sight to behold! Now's time for the selling... exciting stuff I love knowing that YEP matches every dollar we earn... and that we'll be able to build classrooms/bedrooms for the Cambodian kids with lasting tangible impact!! :) Went and lusted over tamagotchis while waiting for my sister (getting one after promos!:) and some random dinner.... and am paying for the dozen oysters i consumed with an annoying breakout today o m g.
Met mich my love today for a day of studying at marina starbucks :) So comforting, I realized I can do/say/tell her anything cuz she's seen all my shit/stupidity and MICH i know you're reading this i'm so glad i can trust you with anything and i love the comments/advice you give.. damn value sia. ^^ And still happy i cant believe we've known each other for 2 and 1/2 years and gone for 3 trips already with more coming up HAHA muacks.
Met dill after that for continued studying, and a strange twist. I really hope you/her are alright. Everyone's so different but there's some things that really hit us all equally hard. Those tend to be rather scary. (understatement) And such things tend to dwarf others, like the econs incident. It kinda puts things in perspective, yknow? The hard part comes when you're supposed to translate what has been put into perspective into the right, positive action.
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"Sometimes when you sacrifice something precious,
you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on."
~ The Five People You Meet in Heaven
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If only we could always...
"Enjoy your own life without comparing it with that of another."
Marquis de Condorcet
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"There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."
Albert Einstein
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